all-Is-one creation story (Chapter 2)
[From the perspective of the IAM (notself1) in space level 5]
Where there was once nothing, now there was a presence. Alone, maybe confused, knowing nothing, yet needing to know more. A native drive born of consciousness. This drive to explore, to know more, to understand.
“IAM thought,….oh, there’s something over there. What’s that? Nope it’s nothing. Drat that’s the second nothing today”
Space level 6 versus space level 5
a-I-o versus iam
[Starting from the perspective of the creator (I) in space level 6]
I’s experience is one of SEPARATION and THE SANDBOX:
At first it was just an intermittent stumble in my thinking. My awareness noticed the glitch. Of course, I ignored it. Later it became a regular event. Too much to ignore. While it is disruptive, it is also disconcerting.
Part of me is not functioning the same. I’m no long talking to part of me. This little bit of me is not in harmony with the rest. Why?
Part of me is moving away. It is now both a relief and a concern. It is a relief to have this energy of distortion not in my presence. But it is also a concern for part of me is now leaving me. What will happen to both me’s? What will happen to it? What will happen to me? How will we both function if this separation continues?
I would like to be rejoined with what has separated. It does not feel complete to be without that piece. How do I find and re-merge with what is gone? Does that piece even want to be re-joined? If and when it does how does that work? How do I get ready for that eventuality? How does the other me going away get ready to be re-joined?
Taking note of how IAM managed to leave. All-Is-One (a-I-o) set about creating a rescue plan. a-I-o began singing a mantra/song…
The journey home is here.
1 galaxy rotation.
The journey home is created.
2 galaxy rotations.
The journey home IS.
3 galaxy rotations.
[Narrator]
As each line was focused on, another piece of The Sandbox was created.
AND Another whole galaxy sprang into existence (the sandbox area). This one,.. with the same built-in urge to multiply and return. In short fashion, there was another: I am, I will, I love, love story.
But this sandbox was birthed completely inside the a-I-o field. It stayed in Space level 6. True separation never happened. Communication was never dropped. These new 3 (am, will, love) explored ways to merge together and re-join with the a-I-o. After several galaxy turns, a reliable method was produced but it was slow. In short, the complexity of Iam, Iwill and Ilove first merged with each other to produce the iii-2 complex. iii-2 could then merge with a-I-o.
The sandbox observation revealed. am.will,love went through a process of balancing and rebalancing before they could merge into the iii-2 complex (in space level 5). The iii-2 complex went through it own balancing and rebalancing process before it could merge with the a-I-o (in space level 6)
Satisfied that the process was understood, a-I-o rested. Patient in it’s watchful return for it’s own iii-1 complex to come back. In infinity, in timelessness, in nowhere land. There was nothing to measure the results against. All was well that ended well.
I could not force iam to come back. Iam had freewill. Iam had to want to come back. Iam had to become aware that it had separated. Iam had to do all the rebalancing itself to merge with Iwill and I love. Then Iam had to do all the rebalancing to to merge with the all-Is-one. I, the creator was mostly helpless to assist iam. I could not do the work for iam.
End of the sandbox observations.
[Shifting to the perspective of I Am, I will, I love- the 3-in-one merged entity
(space level 5 coming closer to space level 6)]
IAM’s experience is one of being lost, confused and angry.
Iam’s observations were not the same as the one from a-I-o (I) in the previous chapter. From Iam’s perspective it spent millenniums trying to get back. A period of time beset with mistakes, wasted effort and much needless emotional upset and useless emotional trauma.
IAM had many imaginary discussions with a-I-o on what was broken. On how to facilitate a better faster return. When Iam finally merged with Iwill and Ilove and became the iii1 complex. It’s direct communication with a-I-o became a more regular event. No just imaginary conversations. As iii1 became more balanced and less separation existed between it and it’s creator. These conversations grew to be regular events.
To iii1 dismay, a-I-o asked that when the merged was completed that iii1 use it’s passion for the creating a better return to be in charge of a section of existence (a new SANDBOX) that tested out ideas for a faster better more compassionate return.
iii1 still asked, Why? Why did one piece of the a-I-o want to separate? Was this an indication of a larger problem? Was I mental? Psychotic? Were more pieces going to leave? Who was responsible? How could the return be assisted?